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My FaultsOne Shot: My Faults
Summary: Goku comes back to life, but unfortunately things change and don't remain the same forever. He reflects on past events from the point his son was a young boy and was forced into a world of fighting, until the end of the fight with Buu. Relationships suffer and sacrifice is required. One poor decision can impact on someone else's life: Gohan's.
A/N: Story is in Goku's point of view.
I came back to life for this moment. Not specifically for the tournament, but to see my eldest son. It’s been seven years since I’ve been gone. Why didn’t I come sooner? Probably I never thought about it.
Appearing in front of everyone; there he is, my eldest son. He’s wearing a weird costume; then again he inherited my weird taste of clothing. Everyone stared at me weirdly when I came back from Yardrat all those years ago. He laughs in joy as he sees me.
I wish I could just take off his costume to see his face. I can’t behind everything he h
Pieces of My Fragile-SelfI cry over you for the first time
For the loss of your presence
Missing you so much
And the way you taught me
You showed me
I should let it all go
Every bit of resentment I hold towards my past
The broken self I left behind
That I took into the present
For once I admitted that you helped in me become who I am
All because you didn’t expect see things they way you do
But because you were a friend, before a teacher
You weren’t just any teacher
You were one of the teachers in my life
Opening my eyes, you made me finally see myself
That I want to be someone else
That it’s okay to try for once
That it may be scary at first, but that I could do it
You didn’t hold an image against my face
Expecting I follow the rules that you set
Just that I stopped quitting everything I ever started
And you made me allow myself to try one more time
It was for you
But then I never realised there be one day when I would have to do it for myself
Not for anyone, just me
Your words alone sp
Another Person Who LeavesI do anything for love
Even if it meant jumping off a cliff
Do you not see what you’ve done to me?
Pretending I don’t exist
I feel like a ghost some days
And so alone every day when I am nothing but a shadow in the window
Am I so unimportant to you?
Don’t I matter at all?
Making it out that I am nothing at all to you
You only ever talk to me when you have to
And only will make the effort if it’s us
Sorry I can live without your pity
I told you who I am
I gave you my universe
With that, I told you things I had never admitted to anyone before
I made you number one
You failed to make me the same number
And the numbers fell as time went by
You became to me, the one that broke, because no longer could I accept you as one
I can only accept those who care about me and actually act as if I am their!
It’s your big day
And it’s the day where I deny myself the chance of being strong
Because I can’t be…
I can’t keep a smile on my face this tim
Broken-Hearted DaughterWhen you are gone I spend so long waiting
Left so numb
Things aren’t just ‘good enough’
All I have ever wanted is you
Another time you choose to not stay
That moment you pretended it was all okay
The choices you’ve made
Will always remain with me forever
Sadly this is already done
Broken my heart more than once
A fool continues to try
However, it hurts too much to just ‘let go’
When you are gone I spend so long waiting
Left so numb
Things aren’t just ‘good enough’
All I have ever wanted is you
Wanting to fly into the wind
To escape the pain
In the pouring rain it will never shine
Not at all with my pleading eyes
You never chose to stay
I never forgot you
But you probably have forgotten me
As time goes by my heart grows weaker
I find myself unsure of what to say
And I don’t know how long I can keep the façade going
Alone I cry sometimes
But lessening it has
The pain has numbed as time went by
The Constant Reminder of PainJust the thought of you turns my day from laughter into pain
Heartache within my chest screaming at me to rid myself of it
There I was happy for once
And when I mentioned you my mood changed
The façade I portray eventually fades
Sadness begins to take over as I try to keep smiling
You chose this for yourself
Regardless of me, you made the decision to not see me
Am I not that significant to you?
Because your actions speak a whole lot louder than words
Do you not love me?
Am I not good enough?
There you will be pretending things are the same again when we face each other again
It would’ve been over six months
Your choice; not mine
You won’t notice, you’ll think I’m fine
I think I will live, but eventually I can’t with your choices
It’s like you keep putting more bullets in me with a gun each month
As each month goes by, they get buried deeper within me
They hurt me more as the time moves forward, and when I look back
I can’t go back to the
The Fear of Being AloneDon’t leave
Don’t let me be here all alone
Love is one a kind
You are that kind Rin
And yet you must choose
I ask you what you want
I only want to hear what I want though
Don’t let me be here all alone
I beg you to stay
And when I have to fix it, there are regrets with the words I say
I don’t care if you hate me, but you must do this on your own!
Not for me! Even I don’t want it!
And if you love someone you must let them go
And if it is strong enough it will be reunited again some day
Don’t let me be here all alone
This secret of the world still is unknown
And some know things they aren’t saying
Kyouske! You’ve lied to me many times
Bending the truth
When you won’t even being honest
Don’t let me be here all alone
Holding my hands so I would be okay with it all
Running from my problems continually goes on
Broken-SelfI kept falling so many times
So many times I was lying to myself
I said to myself ‘things will change’
Things didn’t because I never believed a word of it
I would not fight for me
Standing up after being beaten down and lost
The defeat wore me down
I wouldn’t fight at all
I made it impossible for myself
Letting the words break my spirit
The actions froze my soul into nothingness
I was not even close to stepping towards the light
Darkness was the only thing I was nearing
No hope and no belief in myself
Always the doubt bettered me and was always the winner
Never was the hope their
Then one day came
It was unexpected
But slowly through my actions
I showed signs that I could still move
From my broken-still self
I did it for you
I bettered myself
Never realising it would affect me
Which made me more than nothing
And that I was worth something.
With persistence I kept improving
Through your words; they finally reached my soul
I finally knew how to pick myself up
That Sad Look I See In Eyes: Chapter 4This chapter is in Master Roshi's POV, enjoy!
I may be old, but it certainly doesn’t make me, dumb or forgetful any sort of way. Acting oblivious is easier than pretending everything around me is true. Of course Krillin keeps calling me senile and continually telling me to go to the doctor, probably because Android 18 keeps telling him to do so.
There are a few things in my lively routine I keep going, which consists of relaxation, naps, watching TV (more specifically watching them dance) and some light reading; if you know what I mean –those ladies are so beautiful!
And then there are things I wish that did happen: like visits from friends and for them to come here every once in a while. Of course neither of those happens.
It has been three years since I’ve seen Gohan and it’s not like the boy picks up the phone. Krillin thinks it has been less than three years since his last visit and that’s probably because he goes to see Gohan, while Gohan does
Chapter 8: That Sad Look In His EyesHe shuts the door, like he has seen some sort of ghost. The way he just glances at me without a word of feeling or emotion, and the way his eyes have a particular sad glint; I know this is not his real self. I’m his Mother, I’m not stupid nor am I blind.
I just want him to tell me. I wish it was as simple as him telling me directly what’s wrong like when he was a young boy. Things are no longer like that, as much I wish to deny it. My baby boy is all grown up.
What is wrong with him? He hasn’t been angry, well not in many years. He doesn’t show emotion that much and when it does it feels all too rehearsed. I know he loves me and his brother, I don’t doubt that. But it is like he forgot why he loved us.
When he gave up fighting, I think he forgot the meaning. It pains me to say it, but how can someone smile so much after everything they have endured?
Gohan used to when he was younger look at me with so much emotion; different ones at that and now it
Investigator!Levi x Ghoul!Reader |A New Light| AU"You disgust me." Those three seemingly simple but dreadful words were spat at you on a daily basis. Not that you appeared to care, but inwardly you cringed whenever a certain man in particular told you them. The man that not only stole your freedom, but the man that unknowingly captured your interest. Who was he?
Levi Ackerman. Strongest Ghoul Investigator out there, known and respected by the public. At first glance he was a person most ghouls with a brain would detest and avoid, but you, grew curious. How a man with such an acid like tongue and short build grasped your attention, was something you still pondered on in your confinement. But as the saying "curiosity killed the cat," goes, your inquisitive ways were your demise when he finally caught your snooping and captured you without a second thought.
Why he didn't kill you on the sight, was something else you couldn't manage to come to terms with. If you could kill a ghoul like yourself nowadays, you would take that chance if you
Dark LinkXReader-A Demon's love~Part 23
All the Kokiri gathered at the news of Helio's tragic death. Around, you all stood together in the forest as Saria placed Helio's tiny body on a lily pad and let it drift further into the forest surrounded by the other fairs who drift through. Once he was adrift, Saria began to play a soft and soothing yet nostalgic melody to symbolize the passing of a friend.
You stood next to Link the whole time. His hand clutched yours firmly and his blue eyes were staring intently forward on Helio's drifting pad. This was all Dark Link's fault. He was too blame.It was a mistake to think that he could go free a live amongst you and him like a normal person. It was a mistake to think that he could actually be a brother and a lover. Link was a fool.
He shook his head and clenched his free hand into a fist. Perhaps he should have killed Dark Link when he had the first few chances.Helio would still be here if he had and you wouldn't be in so much agony. So much heart ache. He wished he could heal
~A World Of My Own~ Dark!Mad Hatter!EnglandXReader
You felt yourself drift into consciousness. You began to fall back asleep but you noticed something odd. Where was your bed, your sheets, your mattress? Eyes still closed, you could feel yourself on laying on your back, on what you knew was the ground. Your arm shifted, causing a rustle of leaves. The forest, you thought. How did I get to the forest?
Eyes still closed, on the edge of dreaming again, you went through the previous night. It had been so normal, you thought. You brushed your teeth, you got into bed, what happened? You were in your own home, weren't you? You must have been sleepwalking, straight from out of your house and into the lawn. Strange. Or perhaps you were still dreaming?
"Wake up, love."
Finally, your body jolted adrenalin into your veins and you lifted your heavy head off of the floor. You could have sworn you heard someone say something, but it was too silent and the world felt too empty for an
Dearly Beloved- (Levi x Reader) [AU]
*A/N: The title is from kingdom hearts but it has nothing to do with it or the content ^^
( x )
Stay with me. Even if I hurt you so.
The lull of the hospital machine is a pounding persistence in his ears, mimicking the slow, steady beating of his own heart. The thick familiar haze of hospital atmosphere is suffocating, the plastic tinge paired with the scent of medicine and pumping machines doing little to give him breathing room. He lets out a labored breath, arms tightening in its cross, and sinks deeper into the comfort of the chair, the only positive piece of furniture in the room.
A few times, during the cusp of consciousness and dream abyss, he notices his heartbeat and yours were one in the same.
His name breathed from your lips was the magic key, and his eyes fly
Levi X Reader: I'm not drunk“Oh, [Name], just the person I needed to see!” Hange called to you after you had your meal with the others.
Your first thought was that the squad leader ran out of people to talk to about titan’s (probably because everyone did run away), and you recoiled at the thought. You were already a victim of one of her “discussions” already having spent a whole night until dawn listening to her prattle. You weren’t eager to repeat the experience too soon. As she got closer, you were ready to prepare an excuse if it came to it.
“Y-yes, what is it?” you asked warily.
“I just have a tiny little problem,” Hange said, rubbing the back of her neck in embarrassment.
Oh, did you just notice? You thought but kept it to yourself.
Hange looked at your face and noticing no reaction, her face contracted into that of concern.
“What’s the problem then, squad leader? I can’t assist you in… whatever it is y
Cheater!Dave X Reader
She was strong, and everybody that knew who she was knew that.
She went through such tough times, and never shed a tear.
At least, that’s what everybody thought.
When alone, she would curl up in a ball and cry all her worries and pain away.
But when she was with people around, she would always put up a smile.
A mask to hide the pain.
She though nobody knew that.
But he did.
He would follow her around, asking if she was really okay, which she would always answer with a smile.
He could see in her eyes that she suffered.
When he caught her alone, he would pull her in a warm embrace and whisper in her ear.
‘It’s okay. You can cry, I won’t tell anyone.’
Such simple words said in an expressionless tone, but made the girl’s eyes widen and tear up.
Finally someone noticed.
Every time she felt like crying, he was there.
On her birthday, he gave her a bouquet of Dahlias.
He told her the meaning of them.
[Jake x Reader]
The twinkling lights reflected off his glasses as he stared up at the sky. A melancholy air had surrounded the young lad, who brought his green coat closer to his body to maintain some of the warmth that he was without. [Name] had always said that he needed to properly dress for the season since it was Autumn now, but he had an odd reputation to uphold. An adventurer was not an adventurer without a jacket, cargo shorts, and a thin t-shirt. Sometimes it included the hat. But only when the adventure was supposed to be grand.
"I'm not seeing anything," he murmured to himself, adjusting his spot on the blanket that he had laid out. "I don't see how she loves this and calls it peaceful."
"Perhaps you're looking too hard, dear cousin?"
Jake turned his head slightly to see John coming up the hill toward him. "John ol' boy! Lovely to see you again! But what the devil are you doing here?"
"Wondering what the fuck you're doing," the blue-eyed boy answered, as he plopped do
RomanoxReader - Wondering
Arms wrap around Lovino's waist as he's chopping up ingredients for dinner. He turns his head to see the top of your head as you rest your forehead on his shoulder.
"Is everything okay, ________," he asks, quietly, putting down his knife and turning in your grip awkwardly so he's at least facing you and able to return the hug.
You look up at him when he does so and smile a bit, "...Lovi, can I ask you something?"
"Of course. What's wrong?"
You hum in thought for a moment, wondering how to actually ask. You didn't know how Lovino would react to being asked such a thing like this, but, then again, if you never asked then you would have to spend your life just expecting it to happen someday.
"...What do you think about babies?" Your voice is quiet as you ask, you biting your lip as you wait for his answer. There's a pause, but you're pretty sure he knows why you're asking and you can pretty much see him working out what he can say.
This freaks you out, however, because if his answer is go
Promesas (Levi x Reader)Bye Bye
It was nearing autumn. The trees had begun their transition from lively shades of green to yellows, browns, and reds. No longer were the cadets given extra breaks from the excessive heat, but rather more laps to ensure they would not have to endure the chill that seeped through their light jackets. Windows were shut in order for the draft to be kept out instead of open as they had once been to let in the cooling summer breeze. Fireplaces lit up more often, picturesque families gathering around to trade stories before bed, or events of the day. It was the season to bundle up and stay inside, spend time with family and friends.
And yet, this was the season for expeditions. Possible last moments to ever be seen alive again.
This was the season for death. Of pallid cold skin, often stained with the remnants of crimson.
Despite the oncoming symptoms of a harsh winter, tragic endings and bittersweet beginnings, this was the se
Chosen By Fate WARNING: There are some spoilers of my fanfic Chosen By Fate
Remembering all those great times
Watching as time flies
Smiles so big
That even Mum couldn't break
As she help her frying pan in hand
The sun brightly shined upon us
And you Daddy, were able to be there for me
…But then a storm hit
We were separated…
But now… bringing you back will be so hard
I have to start preparing
And begin to fight for you
Like you always have for me
Fear is here and I need to back away
But, my love you is so enormous
And I won't let it go
I must save you
I admit –even if you were some stranger I would save you
Because you're always so caring of others
And I know that is what you would do Daddy
I'm so lost in this world now
And I just wish you are here but,
And wallowing in self-pity won't bring you back
Only fighting can
I'm mostly doing this for you but also, for the rest of my family, my friends and everyone
There is a whole universe to save
And there is nothing I can do about it
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