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My FaultsOne Shot: My Faults
Summary: Goku comes back to life, but unfortunately things change and don't remain the same forever. He reflects on past events from the point his son was a young boy and was forced into a world of fighting, until the end of the fight with Buu. Relationships suffer and sacrifice is required. One poor decision can impact on someone else's life: Gohan's.
A/N: Story is in Goku's point of view.
I came back to life for this moment. Not specifically for the tournament, but to see my eldest son. It’s been seven years since I’ve been gone. Why didn’t I come sooner? Probably I never thought about it.
Appearing in front of everyone; there he is, my eldest son. He’s wearing a weird costume; then again he inherited my weird taste of clothing. Everyone stared at me weirdly when I came back from Yardrat all those years ago. He laughs in joy as he sees me.
I wish I could just take off his costume to see his face. I can’t behind everything he h
Pieces of My Fragile-SelfI cry over you for the first time
For the loss of your presence
Missing you so much
And the way you taught me
You showed me
I should let it all go
Every bit of resentment I hold towards my past
The broken self I left behind
That I took into the present
For once I admitted that you helped in me become who I am
All because you didn’t expect see things they way you do
But because you were a friend, before a teacher
You weren’t just any teacher
You were one of the teachers in my life
Opening my eyes, you made me finally see myself
That I want to be someone else
That it’s okay to try for once
That it may be scary at first, but that I could do it
You didn’t hold an image against my face
Expecting I follow the rules that you set
Just that I stopped quitting everything I ever started
And you made me allow myself to try one more time
It was for you
But then I never realised there be one day when I would have to do it for myself
Not for anyone, just me
Your words alone sp
Another Person Who LeavesI do anything for love
Even if it meant jumping off a cliff
Do you not see what you’ve done to me?
Pretending I don’t exist
I feel like a ghost some days
And so alone every day when I am nothing but a shadow in the window
Am I so unimportant to you?
Don’t I matter at all?
Making it out that I am nothing at all to you
You only ever talk to me when you have to
And only will make the effort if it’s us
Sorry I can live without your pity
I told you who I am
I gave you my universe
With that, I told you things I had never admitted to anyone before
I made you number one
You failed to make me the same number
And the numbers fell as time went by
You became to me, the one that broke, because no longer could I accept you as one
I can only accept those who care about me and actually act as if I am their!
It’s your big day
And it’s the day where I deny myself the chance of being strong
Because I can’t be…
I can’t keep a smile on my face this tim
Broken-Hearted DaughterWhen you are gone I spend so long waiting
Left so numb
Things aren’t just ‘good enough’
All I have ever wanted is you
Another time you choose to not stay
That moment you pretended it was all okay
The choices you’ve made
Will always remain with me forever
Sadly this is already done
Broken my heart more than once
A fool continues to try
However, it hurts too much to just ‘let go’
When you are gone I spend so long waiting
Left so numb
Things aren’t just ‘good enough’
All I have ever wanted is you
Wanting to fly into the wind
To escape the pain
In the pouring rain it will never shine
Not at all with my pleading eyes
You never chose to stay
I never forgot you
But you probably have forgotten me
As time goes by my heart grows weaker
I find myself unsure of what to say
And I don’t know how long I can keep the façade going
Alone I cry sometimes
But lessening it has
The pain has numbed as time went by
The Constant Reminder of PainJust the thought of you turns my day from laughter into pain
Heartache within my chest screaming at me to rid myself of it
There I was happy for once
And when I mentioned you my mood changed
The façade I portray eventually fades
Sadness begins to take over as I try to keep smiling
You chose this for yourself
Regardless of me, you made the decision to not see me
Am I not that significant to you?
Because your actions speak a whole lot louder than words
Do you not love me?
Am I not good enough?
There you will be pretending things are the same again when we face each other again
It would’ve been over six months
Your choice; not mine
You won’t notice, you’ll think I’m fine
I think I will live, but eventually I can’t with your choices
It’s like you keep putting more bullets in me with a gun each month
As each month goes by, they get buried deeper within me
They hurt me more as the time moves forward, and when I look back
I can’t go back to the
The Fear of Being AloneDon’t leave
Don’t let me be here all alone
Love is one a kind
You are that kind Rin
And yet you must choose
I ask you what you want
I only want to hear what I want though
Don’t let me be here all alone
I beg you to stay
And when I have to fix it, there are regrets with the words I say
I don’t care if you hate me, but you must do this on your own!
Not for me! Even I don’t want it!
And if you love someone you must let them go
And if it is strong enough it will be reunited again some day
Don’t let me be here all alone
This secret of the world still is unknown
And some know things they aren’t saying
Kyouske! You’ve lied to me many times
Bending the truth
When you won’t even being honest
Don’t let me be here all alone
Holding my hands so I would be okay with it all
Running from my problems continually goes on
Broken-SelfI kept falling so many times
So many times I was lying to myself
I said to myself ‘things will change’
Things didn’t because I never believed a word of it
I would not fight for me
Standing up after being beaten down and lost
The defeat wore me down
I wouldn’t fight at all
I made it impossible for myself
Letting the words break my spirit
The actions froze my soul into nothingness
I was not even close to stepping towards the light
Darkness was the only thing I was nearing
No hope and no belief in myself
Always the doubt bettered me and was always the winner
Never was the hope their
Then one day came
It was unexpected
But slowly through my actions
I showed signs that I could still move
From my broken-still self
I did it for you
I bettered myself
Never realising it would affect me
Which made me more than nothing
And that I was worth something.
With persistence I kept improving
Through your words; they finally reached my soul
I finally knew how to pick myself up
That Sad Look I See In Eyes: Chapter 4This chapter is in Master Roshi's POV, enjoy!
I may be old, but it certainly doesn’t make me, dumb or forgetful any sort of way. Acting oblivious is easier than pretending everything around me is true. Of course Krillin keeps calling me senile and continually telling me to go to the doctor, probably because Android 18 keeps telling him to do so.
There are a few things in my lively routine I keep going, which consists of relaxation, naps, watching TV (more specifically watching them dance) and some light reading; if you know what I mean –those ladies are so beautiful!
And then there are things I wish that did happen: like visits from friends and for them to come here every once in a while. Of course neither of those happens.
It has been three years since I’ve seen Gohan and it’s not like the boy picks up the phone. Krillin thinks it has been less than three years since his last visit and that’s probably because he goes to see Gohan, while Gohan does
Chapter 8: That Sad Look In His EyesHe shuts the door, like he has seen some sort of ghost. The way he just glances at me without a word of feeling or emotion, and the way his eyes have a particular sad glint; I know this is not his real self. I’m his Mother, I’m not stupid nor am I blind.
I just want him to tell me. I wish it was as simple as him telling me directly what’s wrong like when he was a young boy. Things are no longer like that, as much I wish to deny it. My baby boy is all grown up.
What is wrong with him? He hasn’t been angry, well not in many years. He doesn’t show emotion that much and when it does it feels all too rehearsed. I know he loves me and his brother, I don’t doubt that. But it is like he forgot why he loved us.
When he gave up fighting, I think he forgot the meaning. It pains me to say it, but how can someone smile so much after everything they have endured?
Gohan used to when he was younger look at me with so much emotion; different ones at that and now it
Levi x Reader |To Make A Man Jealous|You let out an irritated noise, as you watched your boyfriend, Levi, who had a more irked expression than you. You were currently curled up on his couch, your bottom lip stuck out in a pout, not enjoying the fact you weren't getting the attention you craved from him. Levi made no effort to say anything, as he continued hurriedly writing with his quill.
You let out a sigh. Then another, and another. Levi's feline gaze went from his paperwork to you, his eyebrows furrowed together in annoyance.
"(Name), if you're just going to sigh like an idiot, I'd recommend to kindly move off your ass and do something productive." Levi half heartedly grumbled to you, and you took note of his thinning patience.
"Whatever," You replied, doing just that, as you got off his small office couch and went to the door. But before you could open it, you cautiously turned around. Levi's eyes were back on his paperwork, his face just as expressionless as always. An idea popped into your mind, as you slowly stroll
Borrowing (Student!Levi x Shy!Reader) AU [Drabble]
There were some friends you knew well. Others were mere acquaintances. And some would just hit you up for nothing more than to borrow a pencil- Levi being one of them.
By then, the whole friendship structure just collapsed and practically laughed at you for having, well, a bit of a small crush on him. You barely knew each other; it was only during breaks that he would take you from whatever you were doing and asked for paper. Or a pencil. Or your two-page notes on hyperbolic equations. What it was didn’t matter.
You noticed he always came to you- and no one else. It made you feel, special, in a way. Especially after seeing Petra constantly offering him supplies and turning it down.
After taking what he needed he just went over to his own group of friends and you would instantly turn your head in his direction, watching him stride so perfectly away from you. As creepy as it sounded, you took in almost every deta
Dave X Reader
(Y/n) was just relaxing on her bathtub, humming to herself.
She finally was free of work and could relax, so why not take a long, calming bath?
But the peace was cut when she heard her phone vibrate, the girl grunting.
She reached for her phone, and saw that it was her friend and neighbor Dave.
‘hey (Y/n) im bored
where are you and what are you doing’
(Y/n) sighed and answered the male.
‘Home, taking a bath.’
(Y/n) patiently waited for his answer, but as he didn’t say anything, she simply shrugged and placed her phone safely back in its place.
(Y/n) and Dave had met when (Y/n) moved in, and eventually became really good friends, so good that (Y/n) trusted the male a key to her apartment.
Maybe that wasn’t the best idea.
(Y/n) raised an eyebrow as she heard her front door open, followed my loud steps coming closer to her bathroom.
‘Oh hell no-‘
Suddenly, her bathroom door opened do reveal Dave himself, liter
Dawn- (Actor!Levi x Reader) [AU]
*A/N: Listen to the song for sure~ The lyrics of the first part are according to that song!
How long has it been?
The question has an obvious and well tracked answer so Levi doesn’t have to think too hard. Four years and two months. Of course, if you ask anybody what Levi had done in these past four years, there would be no question that he had essentially evolved into an international sensation, propelling forward in his career, topping movie charts, and even exhaling music CDs when a small audience of fans learned he could sing. Singer, predominant actor, and whatever else he happened to be—they advanced to a frightening degree, all originating from one unforgettable decision that created an infinite series of toppling dominoes.
The blue sky is beautiful
but why am I becoming so insignificant and shabby.
As in…you…sacrificed the purity of your
Guardian Angel [Levi x Reader]
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3lWwMHFhnA Please listen to this while you read!)
A throbbing in your head. Heated blood coursing through broken vessels in attempt to revitalize your body. Muscles pinned to the rough surface on which you lay. And pain, an indescribable pain the inflamed upon every breath.
Each sensation your mind detected, and yet, it was still too pinned into the realm of unconsciousness to even fathom your surroundings.
Then, something soft caressed your wounded cheek, light as a feather. It tickled but it was far more desirable than this torture.
Your weakened mind struggled to pull away, but the gravity of your memories succumbed you further into that terrifying darkness. Memories of your final battle at humanity's side sieved through your mind's eye in broken particles; the plastered grins of your foes, screams of your comrades as they faced their deaths, bones crushed by rubble and giant hands, swords digging into thick skin, and red, so much red, so much blood
Demon!Denmark x Angel!Chibi!Reader Prologue
The devil smirked as the woman in front of him screamed in fear. There was nothing anyone can do, no angels could stop him, he was the king of (Europe) demons. He raised his hand to kill the woman, but a flash of light blinded him. He rubbed his eyes and saw that the woman was gone. He growled in frustration.
" How the blazing fires did she get away?" He growled. Then his little servant, Tino ((lol finland, what you doin'?)) stumbled into the ally to the king.
" K-King Matthias, sir..." Tino mumbled nervously. Matthias whipped around, his eyes glowing red with anger and his sharp wolf-like teeth starting to show.
" What is it, Tino?" He asked angrily. Tino shivered.
" Th-There seems to be an n-new angel t-that is young, b-but ve-very strong and cl-clever....." Tino said. Matthias scowled. So it was the little angel.
" Where is it?" Matthias growled. Tino took out his clipboard from his back somehow nervously and looked through the list.
" Th-there's no data, sir. She seems
Dave X Reader
(Y/n) was trying to pay attention to her teacher, but it was hard.
He was just too boring.
The girl yawned and laid her head down, closing her eyes to take a small nap. The teacher wouldn’t notice anyway.
As she was about to fall asleep, she felt something touch her fingertips.
(Y/n) opened her eyes and saw a small note with words written in red, and she knew who it was from.
(Y/n) looked to her side and raised an eyebrow at her friend Dave, who simply pointed to the paper and mouthed ‘for you’.
The girl sighed and picked the note up, reading it.
‘hey (Y/n), ive got a question for you’
(Y/n) sighed yet again and wrote in another small paper, throwing it carefully at Dave who caught it, reading it.
‘What is it? It better be not something about this class ‘cause I’m not paying attention.’
Dave silently chuckled and wrote another note, throwing it at (Y/n).
‘dont worry, its not about that
wanna be my girl
Insecurities-Romano x Reader
Those voices, he knew they didn't speak the truth. He knew you weren't planning on leaving anytime soon...or were you?
He didn't know anymore. Lovino walked over and sat at the table in the kitchen.
"B-Bella, you're not planning on leaving anytime soon, are you?"
You switched your attention from the oven to Lovino, a look of confusion and hurt splattered across your face. "No, why on earth would you ask that, Lovi? Do-Do you want me too?"
That was when he couldn't handle it anymore. Lovino walked over to you, bringing you into a bone crushing embrace, before sinking to the floor.
That was when you heard the sniffling and you felt something wet dripping onto your shoulder blade.
"L-Lovi? H-Hey, what's wrong?" You asked, shocked because you'd never seen your lover so weak.
Then he pulled his head up from your shoulder blade, looking you in the eyes. "I'm sorry, I'm not as good as my brother or that idiota, Antonio. J-just please, don't leave? Ti amo, bella!"
You brought his head b
One Kiss [Patient!Levi x Patient!Reader] [AU]
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5M1L12m7YoM Please listen as you read.)
Your eyes trailed over Levi’s pale, sickly limbs. Needles pierced his exhausted veins, the wires dripping fluid into his body. Tears already soaked the pillow cradling his head. In a few, precious moments, the white room would become emptier, a little colder, a little lonelier. You sighed deeply, gazing back at his pleading, blue-grey eyes, unusual for the normally stoic man. In the short time you spent together in the hospital, you grew a rather unhealthy attachment to each other. You knew your times were short. You both knew of your crippling conditions. But, the heart has always been fickle, longing for things it could never have. You fulfilled each other’s last small wishes.
But, you had yet to grant one more.
The light of the morning illuminated bits of your hair. The springs of the bed creaked as you sank next to him. The pain in his eyes faded away and was replaced with a warm affection. The lov
Chapter 4: Chosen By FateCHOSEN BY FATE
I've been watching you kid. I know what you're going through but, Kami won't let me interfere. I hate that old man. He keeps stopping me from trying to help you.
I know what that piece of paper is all about. You know? The one Goku gave you when you were a sniveling little brat. I can't say anything Kid and believe me it sucks but, you'll find the secrets soon. Just don't give up. It is killing me not be allowed to say anything. I would tell you straight away, if I could.
Believe me I don't want sound like this at all. I blame the forsaken Kami but, Gohan I never wanted you to feel alone.
All these pathetic humans and their emotions
Krillin, he has been living awhile at Capsule Corp with Bulma, Yamcha, Puar, and Oolong. They all have been depressed. They haven't called to check on you or your crazy mother. Bulma rung once but, Chi-Chi said they were you alright. What a lie. Maybe Chi-Chi could put on a charade but, you haven't been. And yet no-one n
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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